sometimes
one really wonders who will be the trues friends that really really will be with you
for the rest of your life
sometimes
one really wonders
who around you will go through thick and thin with you
and will know when you're feeling alright or not
franklyspeakingthatdayduringfourkayoutingiwasfeelingsodamnawkwardthatiwassoupsetthatijustwantedtoleavealreadywellthatspartlythereasonbutofcoursetherestheparentspartidontknowwhyimsoboldtotypethisoutherebutsomehowiknownoonefromtherewillcomemyblogsoiguessitsokay?seriouslynoeffenceithinkiwilltinktwiceaboutgoingtoanotherouting
each time
i just get more disappointed
and i din know others are more important then me
i know you were sorry after that
and im not really angry with you
but i guess the damage has been done
and it really let me felt very upsetting
does the problem lie with me?
i've question myself alot of times
and tried to be more open
but
i'm not the type of initiative person
so maybe that's why i feel that people don't understand me?
owells
emo again
i tink eMok!d2 really suits me now
other than sotong1 hee
what we could have been, 16.8.08.